the day before ytd. we all chionging. thought everyone will be shag so bought mochii to cheer everyone.. turns out, all mochi melted. =\ wasted.

ytd fyp end le. everyone seems gloomy. went for the stupid talk. went clubhouse to slack.and so call sleep. really shebuder to leave this school.. more like, regret never really make "stable" friends when I'm in poly.. only during this fyp, this "family" that I know really make me feel very very regret. haix.

wanted to meet dear for a hug. that's all I need to make me feel better. but cant pangseh my friends.. so in the end, nvr go meet him..

went on to wait for ferguson to come and drive us to eat zhuchao. this time, went yishun. not bad. though dunno the place, but the food was nice. for 16plus per person, we ate crab, prawn, tofu and veggie. lol. pity ferguson for having to eat the whole noodle by himself =x

nicenice crabby. long time nvr eat crab. congrats to wanrong for learning how to shell crabs and prawns! =D very very full.. took grp photo again. lol.

ferg say y never ask my bf to fetch go home, I said cause gt reason.. then I remind him of the reason.. ht asked how come i n him so close. lol. then wr told ferg abt that guy who wants to jio me. haix.

( did I hear.. what?? got guy jio you?! you gt bf le leh! )
ya. i told him. it's been the 9th time I told him and he still kept coming strong. in another aspect, I was thinking, hmmm... not bad, I'm still sought after.. =x HAHA! what an evil thought.

honestly. I really want to be friends with him.. but seems like, it's getting harder and harder when ppl around me dont support of him.. not that I keep want him to want me.. is just tt.. y cant I save this friendship instead? y must I submit to ditching this friend cause he likes me? ftw. that night really show the true colours of the people I know.. perhaps my thinking was differ from them..

ya, my bf knows. he didnt do anything abt it. he doesnt even budge, why should the rest of you? or perhaps, it's something else that's warning me to be ready.. i dont know.

meet bf today. in his car. he kept calling. at home, he kept calling. 21miss calls. and 8messages. perhaps, I should just lose this friendship..

tml is wsd test date. another wtf matter. i know nuts about programming cause I need to be revised twice before understanding. aint I dumb? just hope I could get it over and DONE with.

just felt like crying.
turnning into vegetarian.. cause I have alot of inherited health problems.. dont die too soon plz. though my life line seems short.